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MARGARET ROSS Personal Life
I sit good in a chair. I sit good in the chair. Not anything to ferry out across the twelve feet flexed between my walls. The gods are floorboards laid flat they don't flinch beneath the matter. I fit good in
this air. I am what space has done. It was very alone and fine so it made heft of me. When I was in place the doors were tall and I turned over my coat to be suspended with my scarf stuffing its sleeve from a rack six feet above ground, then slipped my number in my pocket far enough down for if I forgot. I count the times the feeder knocks the pane. When the waiting was allotted I chose three rooms end to end, a shotgun
with a delicate sheen of grease and a couple side-tables whose moony surfaces the dust kept vague, the whole space otherwise empty save for fungibility. A.M.
some threadbare slip of the visible outfitted my sense in provisional state, such garish lingerie the atmosphere affords and the Earth puts on drawn by gauzy netting blade to blade to blade
to the concrete edge. Don't we all want to be less density. A draft, the solitary proceeds. Hard to tell my own back from the one upholstered in blue
twill the landlord zipped a dustcover over for protection. I lean to it. The line wound back to information. Were you closer to the rim of life on either side you paid less to go in. I listened to somebody
start in the wing you recognize, then advance through the centuries you'll see then returned to a second-story view spread evenly, no gaps, no
slots below ill-fitting drawers like splintered envelopes I used to send my hand when it was small.
I doll the silver pull to tell the Roman shades: now wait and see the sure unerring glide of me through after wards (those sterile cells
appointed behind frosted glass from which the errant clicks emerge and moving colors on the verge of men. Pale chronophobic gas
the sound of someone opening his mouth) Oh I was fine then. I was just thinking less. I get somewhere, esophagus a bike chain working plush skin carpeting the neck.
The ongoing hum of mandatory small talk while I rifle for a sense of how to pause. On bookshelves
sliced souls shave and file what the matter was. To humor gravity, I let my objects fall though it's only tact, though a statue's muscles
bucking up against stone skin prove something fast inside of him is racing chiseled cloth, I mean my skirt carves out the contours of the gesture I will turn to next and show air's not this easy covenant we'd thought but Lucite into which the grooves were cut to fit our deeds, no intuitive drapery no breathing veil, you sheer blinds: tell me
why up on the floor did I say I was free and I walked out easily, I pawned the acts I owned for a pendant spirit squandered unto smut, under yellow loostrife, I was personally
someone else hoping it'd look habitual to sub in for the future after one. No, not in time.
I bit down on the isobel. I take the content in like a museum. You do something. Then you do it again. If I do the same thing more times will it be more to me? Well, no, not necessarily. It may be less. What it is to be alone I wouldn't know, when nobody's around I'm not also. Can't see out of her
who only picks the dirty ochre cushion insulation from her seat and pills the bits into weak regimens the draft takes, she doesn't mind,
has no mind to protest, and so to keep myself in situation I whisper that she might not hear me call her by our name.
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MARGARET ROSS Margaret Ross is the author of A Timeshare. She is currently a Jones Lecturer in poetry at Stanford. "Personal Life" originally appeared in The Iowa Review 43.2 (2013). |
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